This morning as I sit here thinking about life and its many wonderful elements one raises to the top.
"Does how I love myself on the inside show on the outside?"
I love this quiet time I have been afforded with Spirit as I my body temple recovers from hernia surgery. I am continually amazed at how our bodies are our divine guidance system. I realized in the process of having the procedure 8 days ago that spreading love is my favorite gift. I do it in many ways, sometimes with great humor about what life is revealing to me at the time. On the day of the procedure, as always, I awoke to be greeted with love by my beloved who is one of the greatest gifts I have allowed into my life yet to date. I arrived at the hospital to be greeted by staff who were happy, pleasant, kind, and in great spirits. I was then greeting by some of the AMOR community to treat with me (Affirmative Prayer) and hold consciousness around the procedure and the resolution in my life. Then into having the most wonderful exchange with the nurses and attendants (who remember me from a procedure a few weeks before, and the times I have been there to support others in theirs) who stopped by to say hello and wish me well. To then go in to the operating room to be greeted by the most wonderful faces of the Divine and to be treated with kindness. And then before I drifted to sleep I reminded them to have fun and play well each other. They all responded with a joyous we will, rest well and we will see you soon. Today I realize that the last few years have been an opportunity to look at life from a different point of view. Let's just say I have had a few procedures over the last 24 months, yet my life is filled with joy, love, kindness, and I am happy to be living my life. That being said... I sit here this morning thinking about the times I have, and still do look at myself from the outside in judging myself for the "way I look." Over the last 9 months I have allowed myself to be protected by some extra pounds, and I stand judging who I am based on this outside version of myself. It was this morning as I sat here and allowed the question to rise that I begin to realize something very magical.
I LOVE who I am, I love the way I love myself and I recognize that to be the greatest gift I have ever allowed into my life. I love the way I love others, I love the way I live a transparent life, I love the way I stand with others in their highest and best. I love the way I am there for others, and reminding them of the truth I know for them, that they are amazing and they are living a great lives. I love the way I allow Spirit to speak through me when I give talks, and the way I am willing to ask the questions that Spirit gives me. I love who I am today and that I know I am expanding love each and every day. I love that I know today there is not there, there and that I will never get it all done. I love that every day I wake up with a desire to love myself, and my honey in new and exciting ways. I love that I want to make a difference in the world, and that I want to leave my love mark on the world. I love that I want to be remember as a person of LOVE.
Today is a wonderful happy day. I realize today that the way I love myself on the inside is very much showing on the outside. I also realize that loving myself is a full time job and just like with my honey I get to find new ways to love myself more deeply every day. Today I celebrate the many ways I love myself, for I know it allows me the pleasure to love others from a source of love.
I love you
Rev. Allen Mosley
