I Am Worthy of my Good

Wow when your life work shows up, it really shows up.  Today I know that means I have called it in and I am ready to expand to a new consciousness.  This morning I realized that I am choosing not to ask for what I want in fear of rejection and being misunderstood (Greedy). As many of you know we have just opened a new Spiritual Center.  All of you have celebrated with us and some of you have been asking what we need.  Putting together the wish list was easy, the asking and sharing part I am choosing to make difficult.  

Part of it is that my Birthday is next week and there is a voice within saying " way to plan this out"  guilt folks into giving.  Along with that, now that I am learning to celebrate me, I want my Birthday to be all about ME!!!  The bottom line is "hidden beliefs that “I am not good enough”. As you read in the last blog I have been treating and praying for Divine help in allowing good into my life.  Allowing others to love me.  When we were children a great deal of the way my parents showed love was in giving gifts.  Gifts are one of my "Love Languages" yet not as high as quality time.  

What I recognized today is that my birthday is indeed coming and I really do get to receive a great deal of love from my "family" of choice.  Today I have two choices to get in the "Love Boat" and enjoy the flow, or I can paddle like heck back up stream fighting all the way.  I want to speak my truth; I am sore from paddling.  It is now time to release, let go of the paddles, and flow downstream to my GOOD.  

As I stand in the truth that I am Good, I am asking that all the desire of AMOR be met and that we LOVE, THRIVE, and BLESS the community and world around us by being who we came here to be.  Knowing that whatever I ask for and speak into existence must be made manifest.  Now I ride the Love Boat of life to my/our good.  I know that this "birth-month" is the best yet and that the LOVE that I so willingly give out is coming back to me NOW, Heaped up, pressed down, and running over, and that in doing this I set others free to see their worth and ask for what they want as well.

In the spirit of Asking 

AMOR Wish List:3Drapery Rods

3 book cases from IKEA 

Wheels for 2 of the Bookcase from IKEA

3 gallons of Behr Satin Paint

3 folding tables for classes and food events

3 New Cellular Shades for the windows

New Carpet 

Allen's Wish List 

I PAD

Time with Friends 

Cookies NO RASINS

Dinner with Friends

Party

LOVE, LOVE, LOVE

I love you 

Namaste 

Rev. Allen