What am I taking in that holds me down?

Day 79 Flamingo:

I want to share with you a portion of today's reading from the Seasons of Change.

"I recognize today that the quality of my life and the world in which I live is based on the quality of what I take in, That which I feed myself mentally, spiritually, and physically creates the foundation of my life. I recognize that my outlook and perspective are based on what I think of myself. I recognize that I am most brilliant and powerful when I spread my wings and fly."

What am I taking in that holds me down?

I am made up of atoms which consist of protons, neutrons, and electrons. This energetic experience is whirling around at great speed waiting to see what I am going to pull into my life-force and what I choose to create next. How often do I allow the outside forces in my life to dictate what is going on within? I find that we have a tendency to allow the fears that we are hearing to become real. We pull this negative energy into our lives and literally give life to the very thing we feared.

I share with the Amor Spiritual Center this phrase "it is all made up anyway." Why not create something you want rather than something you fear? At my core, there is an energetic balance. A beautiful flow of protons and neutrons that make up who I am. It is when I pull into my core the negativity of the electrons that are moving around that I changed the balance of my life in a negative way. I want it to be some outside force that is responsible for what I am creating within my world, when in fact It is me pulling this energy in that transform what was balanced, and loving into something with a negative charge. When I make the statement, that we are responsible. I mean just that, we are responsible for everything!

I feel when we get to place where we recognize our responsibility and the makeup of our lives we find the power within. It is so easy to want someone else to be responsible so that we have someone to blame. In doing so we are giving our power to some force outside ourselves to create a life that is nothing like what we want to live. It is at this stage of our transformation that we recognize, and utilize the power we have within. Nature dose this every day. It recognizes its strength, and power to transform itself into its highest form. Regardless of what is happening around it, it understands that at the very core of its being are the building blocks of a brilliant existence. It uses these building blocks and creates day in and day out the very life that it wants to live.

Here in day 79 in this transformation process I recognize and understand the necessity of being responsible so that I can create the life that I want to live. Will you join me today?

Thank you,

I love you,

Rev Allen