Tsunami, What is it that I really want in this now moment?

Several of my reader asked that I share more openly about the process and insights that I gain from doing my daily work with "Seasons of Change a 90 day transformational guide."  I have embraced that request and will be sharing my journey with you as I do my daily blogging. 

 Tsunami, What is it that I really want in this now moment? Do I want to push against this and fight or do I wish to embrace this moment and transform it with love?

How many times with something dramatically changes the pattern of our lives do we embrace the moment with love? Over the last 9 years, I have been able to transform a great deal in my life with love. As I mention in todays reading in "Seasons of Change" my journey with cancer was indeed the tsunami that shifted my life for ever. It was the beginning of a journey of radical change, growth, and evolvement. I know today that when an opportunity arises that I want to label as good/bad I know that I have before me the building blocks of my future.

What do I really want in this now moment?

What a great question, I think when we are faced with the tsunami's of life we really focus our energy and the important things rise to the top. I know for me living in the luxury apartment home and what others thought of me was of little importance when faced with life and death. That moment brought about the shift I had been asking for in my life. I had so much of the "things" we ask for in life and yet I was still at my core unable to love who I was inside. I was unwilling to find my worth and know that I worthy of having a better life. At that moment, all I could focus on was transforming my life, and opening my heart to discover the love I had inside.

Today when I look back I am indeed grateful for the inner wisdom to trust the moment. Embrace it and step over the edge of the first of many invisible steps. Which have led me to the greatest fulfillment of my life. Would I arrive at this destination had I pushed back and fought? It that really important? For me, this moment is all I have. I am grateful for the wisdom, the passion, the love I have inside for me today. Well worth the journey and well worth the experience.

I love you

Rev Allen